Ever So Often

i open my mouth to say something , or i really want to do something.

but a thousand reasons not to i will surely find,
and a million more considerations pop up almost instantaneously and choke me.

this is also kinda a reflection of the dashboard on my blog.there are many entries which are only drafts, and not yet posts.

things i say, but don't exactly say.
i think its quite wasted la, cos i was reading some of the drafts, which i never had the courage to post, and hey, they're quite amusing.
in fact the first 2 lines of this post was actually a draft just lying about in my list of entries for quite some time.

if only we could find the courage to
say what we need to say.

Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead

If you could only
Say what you need to say (x7)
Say what you need to saaay...

"Have no fear
For giving in
Have no fear
For giving over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open."

-John Mayer,Say

*i actually quoted the lyrics of a song here.something which i kinda swore never to do cos it totally turns me off when i read blog with lyrcis on em...

oh well.
always a first time for everything ey chum.

you betcha