anything but studying

i ve got books on my bed
and thoughts in my head

everything but history.
anything but studying

Take Only What You Need From It

i haven't shared music/videos in a long time. here is a really catchy kickass song. It wont take more than five minutes.



its normal to find the video weird, its okay by me if you ignore it too.
but the song!

oh the song. its kick
ass.

this song actually sorta saved my life.literally!
along with these others.

Im glad i remembered my username and password. I'm inspired to keep this going!

Point of Information

In view of recent sub-standard posts and unnecessary rants, the old gaurd of the ministry has rallied the support of the conservative factions and the old timers to call an Extraordinary General Meeting to take action against the new stream of angst and personal viewpoints that have tarnished The Ministry Of Enlglightenemts reputation as a web page of blogging excellence.

The summary of the resolutions decided upon at the EOGM are as follows:

1)Decisive Actions Aginst Angst
1.1) Forceful Eviction of Angst and Rants
The overwhelming priority of the EOGM was to protest against the sudden influx of emotional posts, rants and personal dabblings. Also, the loss of quality and style which now differs greatly from the orignial days has been a huge cause of concern for the conservatives. An agreement was eventually reached to have the past few days posts of highly controversial, sappy and angsty content purged and exiled to an undisclosed location. This location has been kept undisclosed to protect the sanity of readers who have face an oversaturated market of emo blogs out there and could really not use another. This address however, maybe be released in the future if the Great Leader should feel the need to do so.

1.1)Disregard for The Ministry
Allegations have been made against the Great Leader for allowing the continual manifestation and expansion of rants and angst which have tainted the original intentions of the establishement of the Ministry. This can be traced back to Thursday March 20, 2008 where the first symptons of mainstream ranting were evident. The Great Leader himself may be tried in court for such acts of treasony and failure to put an end to these personal posts from the start, thus allowing for the accumulation of angst which leads to the present problem.

2)The Future of The Ministry
2.1)Resolution for future discussion
The future of the ministry is currently pending, as to whether or not, the site will be shut down or continue to operate and produce posts.(switch to newscaster mood here) Many however doubt that the Ministry will return to its old days of good humour and ease as many speculate that the ministry has lost its relevance to daily happenings of the lives of the great leader whose interest in blogging has waned since late 2008.
2.2)Preservation ofthe Ministry
Despite the current bleak outlook and the already destroyed image of the Ministry, the conservatives have pushed to preserve the original intention of the Ministry and its humble begininngs. As such, citizens are politely requested to be inclined to remember the Ministry for its positive works and good intentions before October of 2008. The pre-Oct 2008 Era has also been oficially termed the Good Old Days in the history of the Ministry and more importantly, should be rememembered as the Pre-Angst Period of Prosperity and Peace.



Your faithfully
Once Dear,Great and Feverently Socialist (But Not So Much Anymore) Leader




somewhere along the way, he lost the plot

Sugar Sugar

Here's a good watch,
inspired by the music on fauzan's blog...(go bug him for the url!)

these days

really nothing much to say... my blog is

uninteresting
strange
queer
sad
an outlet for frustration
a thing of the past
no longer in my sphere of interestt
and at times... even lame

its like a blog drought. or a blog famine.
with no end in sight

in the mean time, heres a good place for computers:http://www.razorbytescomputers.com/

a (not so) random stream of collective consciousness

what the freakkk!
courage candy, euphoric endorphins
happy beans =)
de-flec-tion
you anti-social retard!ARGH
ache three
coldplay's The Hardest Part

and of course

slow dancing in a burning room



(haha!its on my VCSD, go check yours!)

if you hurt him, does he not bleed

what.

more.

will.

it.

take.

?

i am now treading down a path i swore never too when i started this blog.yet at times like these i find it impossible not to do so.

theres this thing about the international economy, it has a cyclical nature.a boom follows a slump follows another boom and eventual slump boom slump boom slump boom.
so i guess right now the world is going into a economic slump.
im not really thinking about hey was there really a boom before this?but rather.
life in itself is a cyclical nature.

it goes up and down and up and down.
and you love the ups but not the downs.
and everytime im in an up i m afraid of the eventual down that i know will come.i dread it and hate it but try to cherish the up when it ups.

but this down.
its like.
the entire crisis decades encapsulated into one weekend.
okay no no. not really.(because before it it would have been the Golden Age of something, which actually was, but it was more like a Golden Day of A Birthday.)

somehow writing this down here helps.(i think i understand why people rant on their blogs.)it is the knowing that i have created a possibility(HOPE) where the persons(s) that matters will read this.
now the next step lies in deciding wether or not to post this or save it as a draft like many others.

the weird thing.i have been here before.and i remember telling myself.don't don't don't and remember don't/
but i always get suckered into it all over again.

UNTIL REALITY SLAMS INTO YOU.and you know it is UNDENIABLE.

there seems to be no up from here.

right now, sleeping is the best thing to do.other than football of course.
and hockey!dont forget hockey!

letting it all out here really did help.