Douchebag Post

okay okay.
douchebag post alert, douchebag post alert.
hahaha.

i woke up a bit too early today i guess.
8am?uhhh.

yea im trying to think of something intelligent-sounding to say here.
okay, i think its cool how so many people have sides to them which we never see, only through (eek!) spying on them by accidentally chancing upon their blogs do we see different sides to these people. i think, this never ceases to amazes me. it also occurred to me that nowadays, everyone's lives seem to suck more than usual. that sucks too.

and common tests just ended by the way, it was alright and i guess i studied fairly hard.i think its not fair and that everyone snapped back into their studying zones so quickly already and as much as id like to deny it there's like pressure descending in the form of that research paper that you used to be so enthu about but now is a forsaken essay buried somewhere deeep at the back of your mind.

i just wanna play lots of soccer and floorball, hockey if my wrist allows for it.more soccer though.

i caught up with Jing Cheng recently, who is leaving for austrialia soon to further his army career as a pilot. kudos to him and all the best to you man! it felt really realy good. really good to catch up and even better to let it all out. it also gave me a reality check about the things in life that actually matter and i realised id been straying for too long, almost as if impossible to go back. i think i have neglected the friends that truly matter, and marginalized some in the name of worldly/superficial advancement. i really regret not having gone back enough for scouts, i mean, theres really no place i belong more.
hais.

i know its these walls that i built to protect myself that ultimately only end up isolating myself but, i just cant help it, i dont like it either, im disgusted by it in fact.

what a whole load of thought for a saturday morning when the plan was to sleeep in all the way. haha

yeah, so this whole thing is a douchebag post for you.
i guess what i mean by the above line is that, i seldom blog about my life, in the past, i could talk about everything but that, but these days, its all i wanna talk about. its no use denying this anymore as i have been for really quite some time now.

so yeah, i guess personal stuff like all this should really belong to a journal so here we go:

i ve moved on to :
http://aloysiusho.livejournal.com/