Sunday, April 27, 2008

forever young

i ve been wearing a cap
all weekend.
(mind you not those airhead poser ones but your normal average cap)
even slept with my cap on
on saturday night

tried to look for a picture of a happy youth with a decent cap but to no avail.

anyway, wearing a cap makes me feel young again.cant believe im seventeen already.
looking in the mirror, i cant help but be reminded of the carrot cake aunty at veejay canteen, she and with her blue(issit blue now?)cap on , trying to stay hip and young.

forever young , i wannna be forever young

its 2:22am

its two twenty two
and i dont need the loo
what i really need to do
is my freakin PW

hello valued hits-contributor, you are our(insert number found in little blue box under tag board here)th customer.

for that.im going to say something meaningful.


NOT.

no la just joking.kay seriously.just wondering if im ever going to look back at all my posts one day and this time i wont be smiling with glee, rather id be like.
"omg, was i that immature?"

i dont feel like running a ministry anymore.i kinda talked to my interviwers about communism and i realised i dont really know much about it...so much for being a history buff.
kay heres comes the nugget of meaningfulness, make sure u grab it!

i often wonder, how does it feel like to be a lecturer and look up to see many students sleeping.will it be discouraging and demoralising, what will be right course of action to take from here?is it just me?or the topic im on.gee, i sure do hope its the later.

lately, ive come to realise that what stops us is often ourselves.
or at least that applies to me.often, i dont say/do things because i fear being judged or what other people might think of me.yes, i am self conscious.very.

still, what i fear people may think of what i say/do, is often what i would think of people if they say/do that very same thing.see?the problem lies within myself.within ourselves!maybe thats why change begins starts from ourselves.

well, just one of the many things i've come to realised since college life started.

ooo i think this is deep s, should post this up so people will also think im deep.



on another note.i played football today!for two whole hours!was nt that great a game.but after such a long time. twas freaking therapeutic.



Sunday, April 20, 2008

VJC musicfest

only at vjc man...wow!

only at VJC, will the principal sing for me
only at VJC,are there great bands there are to see
only at VJC , "that looks like Your Cat High uniform" i hear plenty

only at VJC.

here at the MINISTRY.we choose OUR OWN WINNERS.

this is tops>>>>


just laffed my balls off.really.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

defenestrate



Monday, April 14, 2008

LOSER!

i reached home at 3 30 today i think.its gotta be a new record, one that transcends my entire schooling life since secondary school.

this will take getting used to.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Head Banker

dont talk to me about this in real life.

Instructions:

1)Open the link BackGround Music in a new tab, you should get a video

BackGround Music

2)Play the video that you see in that tab and enjoy it for 30 seconds.

3)when you hit 30 seconds,switch back to this tab

4)Play the video below to check out a retard bumping to the beat.when head-banker stops, play video again

5)Use this retard to any music video you like.The head-banker is at your disposal!(try misery business!its fun!)

*if you dont have tabs, you really need to get firefox.



and oh, dont use the headbanker without any background music, or he ll become a hateblanker(whatever that means)

tralalalalalalala

Monday, April 07, 2008

greetings from mars(public self meets private self)

thats not really where i am right now though i would love to be there.no worries and all, no people to please nobody,no one to bother.but loneliness is a bad thing.

"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all "
From Alfred Lord Tennyson's poem In Memoriam

and introduced to me during GP and something i find very meaningful.Of course love here doesnt mean all that BGR stuff, im talking about love in general , love among friends,classmates,family.

family

my cca journey in VJC jas been a really rocky one, a mess i brought upon myself, i ve finally settled down i guess, but things ended so suddenly, i find it so not right.they say quick endings hurt less than long draggy ones, but no one ever talked about the vacuum and emptiness that gets left behind in place.

already i find myself missing you. all of you

where do we go now?

this doesn't even belong here.

public self meet personal self.entries here will probably slow to a trickle , ive started a journal, and its full of posts like these!(what everyone calls emo,when really its not...). and really i find its sooo much more meaningful to talk there than here.

bum bum bum bump

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Our 2008 State of the Union Address

State of the Union


i used to think these were cool ... still do.




i do admit its rubbish though....trash humour .if it is even funny to you....i did it for half an hour then stopped myself and thought : " what the hell are you doing dude? "

yea...what the hell....i honestly think its bad ...but ive done it alr...so...up it goes.
shame on you if you laugh!

and whats with the post title?