greetings from mars(public self meets private self)

thats not really where i am right now though i would love to be there.no worries and all, no people to please nobody,no one to bother.but loneliness is a bad thing.

"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all "
From Alfred Lord Tennyson's poem In Memoriam

and introduced to me during GP and something i find very meaningful.Of course love here doesnt mean all that BGR stuff, im talking about love in general , love among friends,classmates,family.

family

my cca journey in VJC jas been a really rocky one, a mess i brought upon myself, i ve finally settled down i guess, but things ended so suddenly, i find it so not right.they say quick endings hurt less than long draggy ones, but no one ever talked about the vacuum and emptiness that gets left behind in place.

already i find myself missing you. all of you

where do we go now?

this doesn't even belong here.

public self meet personal self.entries here will probably slow to a trickle , ive started a journal, and its full of posts like these!(what everyone calls emo,when really its not...). and really i find its sooo much more meaningful to talk there than here.

bum bum bum bump