deep inside of me

words alone cannot explain what i feel now.
it is a mixture of admiration,inspiration, love, achievement,satisfaction,disappointment, joy,sadness and utter contentedness .

well, im actually talking about Catholic High Scout Group's 60th anniversary celebration.
to those who know me, its kinda the big scout thing that i ve been going back to cat high everyday for.

it's over now, but hell, was it good.
solid goodness.

when i stepped back into VJ on monday morning, it just wasnt the same anymore, it was different.
now i know where i truly belong, what made me, shaped me and taught me so much.
i ve never missed cat high so much before,
but then again, i cant say its cat high.
its the damn troop, and every single one of you ventures and scouts, its the freaking people, fomr sai meng and jing chengs undying commitment, to josh's inspirational, motivational and impeccable imba leadership, han xun just squeezing my laughing box dry, keefe, jun xiang and cody just pissing me off everday but forcing me to just lose it all with their crazy antics, and the places too...the den and the qm and the field just buzzing with activity as we rush to meet a seemingly impossible deadline.

and at last, at night,when it is all over and the field is quiet again,
we sit on top of the gate way, watched by the three tips of the circle that catch the moon among them.and just bond.and talk.about stuff, that really matters.

really, it has been my privilege, to be in this troop, and to have worked with all of you.

it was just insane.but looking back.i totally miss it.
totally.this post doesnt even do the experience justice.





(my first picture in ages!gosh!)



guys, this post, this post's for you, all of you.

wa lau....this the shyt man seriously.